Thursday, January 16, 2014

I'm still here...

I'm not sure how, but I am not complaining!  Not a peep from my landlord.  I did send a text to her apologizing for being so late, thanking her for her patience, and promising some rent in a few days.  That was monday, still no rent deposited.  I have a large order I am waiting on that will pay for Novembers other half of rent and my water bill (it finally got turned off today).  Wait is all I can do.  Not getting a steady paycheck makes it hard to budget, but I keep the faith, the hope and work as hard as I can with social media to stir up interest in my line.

So, yes, the water is shut off.  The past two days I have been doing loads and loads of laundry, making sure all the dishes were done, filling all available vessels with water and doing all the cleaning that would need water.  Other than the toilet problem, I think we will be ok until I can come up with the now 570.00 to get it back on!  It's not the end of the world, just the end of running water, haha!

This will happen, I know it.  I am being tested and it's how I handle this that will determine the kind of person I teach my daughter to be.  Hopefully she'll make better decisions than I did, but I will remain strong for her, laugh for her, and apologize to her when I cry and let her know it's not her fault.

I'm finding a friend in myself and hope deep within.

xoxo C

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